Twenty Years

July 3rd, 2009

Over the 4th of July weekend in 1989, I got on a plane and flew down to Anaheim to meet a guy for the first time ever in realspace. We’d met met in an online fantasy RPG called GemStoneII, on the old GEnie network, and had become close over the previous few months. We were both sort of nervous, but he didn’t turn out to be an axe murderer or anything ;D and the trip worked out well. It wasn’t a huge, swooping, love-at-first-sight sort of thing, but that was twenty years ago and we’re still together. We’ve been married now for thirteen years come August, so I’d say the gamble of taking that plane trip — which all the flailing hysterics who are terrified of the evil internet will tell you to Never Ever Do!!! in this fearful age — was a pretty good gamble. :D

In about twelve hours Jim and I’ll be getting on a plane and going up to San Francisco, where we’ll be touristing around for a week. We’ve done it before and both love the place; the weather is great and the food is better, and we’re just going to hang out and relax and revel in having known the love of our lives for twenty years, which is pretty darned good these days.

I’ll be taking the laptop but probably won’t be reading blogs/journals/etc. all that much. If anything cool happens, or you post something you think I’d be particularly interested in, feel free to e-mail me or leave a link here.

Don’t crash the internets while I’m gone! ;D

[wave]

Angie

Icarus Magazine

June 30th, 2009

I recently subscribed to Icarus, a magazine of gay speculative fiction. It’s published by Lethe Press and edited by Steve Berman, who owns Lethe. Subscriptions are $50US for a quarterly year, including shipping, or single issues can be ordered for $13US plus shipping. I got the magazine very promptly — within about a week — and it’s well put together, with heavy, slick covers and good quality paper.

I was expecting a fiction magazine and there were only three stories in it, so that was a bit surprising. The other features and articles were interesting, though, so I’m not disappointed.

“Watching Dark Shadows” is an excerpt from Jeff Mann’s autobiographical essay collection Edge, and was interesting even to me as someone who’d never watched the TV show. I’m planning to look for his book so I can read the rest; he’s an engaging writer and this sample bit makes me want to get the whole thing. (Which was, of course, the point I’m sure. :D )

There’s a collection of cartoons on one page by someone called Puss in Boots. The art’s decent, and one bit about gay robots made me crack up. I showed it to my husband and he laughed too, which is the whole point, right?

There’s an interview with Dan Stone which is chatty and interesting. He talks about his book The Rest of Our Lives and how it came from his “lifelong love affair with romance and magic,” which makes it interesting to me as a reader.

There’s another interview, this time with artist Peter Grahame, who talks about his book Contemplations of the Heart, A Book of Male Spirit. He says that he “got very interested in just photographing my naked friends — perfectly ordinary and wonderful guys as they are — just for it’s [sic] own sake. I was realizing that Gay men, myself certainly included, so often get hooked on the impossibly idealized youthful well-built well-endowed male nude. I wanted to start showing that really, no matter what age, shape, size or color, everybody is in fact beautiful… and sexy, too. I wanted to move away from reducing men to body parts and sexual objects only.” I have to say that as a woman, this makes me smirk and think, “Welcome to the club,” you know? But again, the guy sounds interesting and it’s great that he’s doing this. The two example photos aren’t terribly outside the norms, in that there’s no one shown who’s noticeably fat or old or whatever, but from what he says I’ll assume that there are at least a few such photos in the book itself. (It sounds like there should be, at any rate.)

There are three reviews, one of which is absolutely scathing — you can always trust Paul Bens to say exactly what he thinks — so there’s no fear that they’ll only be doing puff pieces like a few other magazines I can think of.

There’s also a “Forewords” section, with an alpha-by-name listing of what various people are doing in gay speculative fiction. Most of it is books coming out, or authors announcing that they’re working on a sequel to such-and-such, with a couple of other notes. It looks like it could be a useful resource for people looking for book releases and other events in this subgenre, although if everyone who writes relevant books started submitting their release etc. info, the page could easily turn into quite a few pages; I imagine they’ll have to implement some sort of filtering process if it becomes too popular?

A page entitled “Network’d” talks about The Gaylactic Network, its history and goals and current state. I don’t know whether this is a one-time ad or whether the Network will have a regular page in the mag; we’ll see with the next issue.

At this point, Icarus is a bit incestuous with Lethe Press, featuring enough Lethe books and associates that I noticed without having been looking for it. It’s understandable for the first issue, and the contents were of high enough quality that it doesn’t bother me. I’m looking forward to seeing them branch out, though, in the future. Posting some submission guidelines on their web page would also be nice; the focus on Lethe authors and books along with the lack of publicly posted guidelines makes it feel a bit clubbish. We’ll see how it goes over the next few months.

On the whole I’m pleased with the magazine and don’t regret my fifty dollars. It’ll be interesting to see how the magazine develops as it goes along.

Angie

Writer 1, Actor 0

June 28th, 2009

I have to share this just because it made me snicker. :)

In the current issue of Smithsonian, July 2009, there’s an article called “Nikita in Hollywood” about Nikita Kruschev’s visit to the US in 1959. I wasn’t born then so I’d heard only vague mentions of the event, and found the article interesting and entertaining both. Very historical as well as readable, good photos, etc.

There’s one bit, though, describing a conversation at the banquet held in Hollywood for Kruschev and his party, along with as many Hollywood notables as could be shoehorned into the banquet room. The visitors were scattered among the tables, spreading the wealth, so everyone got a chance to talk to a couple of famous actors or directors or whatever. One conversational snippet:

As the waiters delivered lunch — squab, wild rice, Parisian potatoes and peas with pearl onions — Charlton Heston, who’d once played Moses, attempted to make small talk with Mikhail Sholokhov, the Soviet novelist who would win the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1965. “I have read excerpts from your works,” Heston said.

“Thank you,” Sholokhov replied. “When we get some of your films, I shall not fail to watch some excerpts from them.”

I had to laugh, and give Sholokhov a fist-pump for that. I mean, it’s clear Heston was trying to make polite conversation, so he gets a brownie point for good intentions, but seriously, would he have been flattered if someone said they’d watched his movies’ trailers but not the movies themselves?

The primary reason for excerpts to be circulated, and certainly the only reason I can think of why they’d be put in the way of someone who’s a reader but not in the business nor an academic, is as promo. You read the excerpt and then if you like it you read the entire work it was taken from. Telling a writer you’ve read excerpts is essentially saying that you weren’t interested enough or impressed enough with said excerpts to actually read the books. That’s not any kind of a compliment, and as someone who works in an analogous business, one might’ve expected Heston to twig to that.

Great come-back from Sholokhov, though. :D

Angie

Two Reviews

June 26th, 2009

Hilcia over at Musings of a Bibliophile reviewed two of my short stories. She enjoyed them both and I’m delighted with what she had to say. :D

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In the Driver’s Seat

Brian Stokes is looking for a new bed mate after his latest bed-buddy leaves him for a permanent partner. Benedetti draws Brian as a good looking and arrogant male used to having his own way. He’s not interested in serious relationships, but would like to have someone who at least knows his likes and dislikes. He knows it won’t take him long to find someone new… but, the gym where he works has the same faces and bodies — been there, done that.

Brian walks in the locker room and notices someone fresh and different. Val turns out to be an old acquaintance. He worked at the gym during summers as a teenager and Brian was a kind of mentor to him back then. Things have changed.

Val is now a grown up man with assets that won’t quit and Brian wants him on the spot. He figures he can teach Val a thing or two between the sheets and is surprised when Val seems reluctant — but a date is on. Brian is in for an unexpected, if ultimately, pleasant surprise. The question becomes; who will be giving the lesson and who will be receiving it? Who will give and who will take?

Benedetti did a terrific job with this short Torquere Sip. I enjoyed how she wrote Brian and Val’s surprisingly hot and erotic encounter, as well as, the quick pacing and phrasing of the story. Brian’s internal dialogue and personal ramblings became a personal favorite.

M/M Erotica, D/s: Hot B+

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Candy Courage

Take an old gentleman who mixes magic into his yearly Halloween supply of home made peanut brittle. Stir in a single father who takes his boy trick-or-treating, and throw in a gorgeous co-worker who lives in the area. There you have the recipe for Candy Courage.

Our main character Glen Bellamy is a single father who recently moved to the neighborhood. He and his son Georgie are out trick-0r-treating when they come by Mr. Fiorentelli’s old home. The peanut brittle Mr. Fiorentelli gives the kids smells wonderful, but it is not store bought, so Glen is not about to let Georgie eat it — that doesn’t mean he himself can’t have it.

A couple of more blocks and they unexpectedly reach the home of Neal Sampson. He is Glen’s hot and smart co-worker, and he has a bit of a lusty crush on him. To his own surprise, Glen flirts and aggressively makes a date with Neal for the following day. Will Glen continue to have the courage he needs to approach Neal once the magic wears off? Will his shyness allow it?

I found this short Torquere Halloween Sip by Ms. Benedetti to be a sweet, hot read. She captured a moment, the consequences and its possibilities quite well.

M/M Erotica: Quick, Enjoyable, Sweet B-

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Thanks again to Hilcia!

Angie

GLBT Bookshelf and Some Press Weirdness

June 25th, 2009

The first publicity campaign is starting for the GLBT Bookshelf; we’ve got a press release out to a few sites, which is pretty cool. Hopefully the site will get a nice wave of people wandering through. (Here’s my main page for anyone who missed it the last time I posted about this. [cough])

The weirdness, though, came just a few minutes ago. Mel Keegan, whose brainchild this project is, e-mailed all of us who’ve signed up on the site about the press release, which says in part:

Frustrated by the infamous “AmazonFail” fiasco of early 2009, in which the online retail giant was suspected of attempting to deny GLBT literature the benefits of its promotional systems, Keegan conceived of an online community in which all such systems were circumvented — replaced by “community promotion” with direct links to authors’ and publishers’ pages.

There’s another mention of “AmazonFail” later on as well. But Mel mentioned that one of the sites to which the press release was submitted, PR.com, would only run the story if the mentions of “AmazonFail” were removed. o_O Umm, excuse me? None of the other sites minded the mention at all; “AmazonFail” was big news a couple of months ago and mention of it will only bring more traffic. So one has to wonder whether Amazon might not own a chunk of PR.com, and be trying to squelch mentions in the news of their more embarassing moments. Only speculation of course, but it’s definitely suspicious.

Angie

Come Spend the Day

June 20th, 2009

I’m driving the bus over on Torquere Social today, so come on over and hang out with me. I’ll be posting a series of questions and contests, and collecting names of folks who participate into a hat (well, probably a bowl, but close enough) and drawing a name for a five dollar Torquere gift certificate. (You can get about half my backlist for five dollars, so if you’ve wanted to try my stories but haven’t had the money, this’d be a great opportunity. :D )

I’ll be posting throughout the day, so check in whenever you’re around. [wave]

Angie

To the Person Posting as BUGCHICKLV on Demonoid

June 20th, 2009

Thanks for expressing interest in my story, “Learning to Love Yourself,” as well as a number of my colleague Mike Shade’s stories. It’s great to know there are people out there who want to read my stuff.

But seriously, dude, it costs $1.29. You can buy a copy right here for, like, a quarter of what a cup of coffee costs these days.

Now I’ll admit that with the many, many stories which were passed around on that particular Demonoid thread, you ripped off saved quite a lot more money than that. I’m afraid I can’t find it in my heart to admire your frugality, however, since it comes at the expense of my own earnings and those of other writers I know.

If you’re really that strapped for cash, there are plenty of legitimately free stories around on the internet. There’s some great stuff in fanfic fandom (look for rec lists) plus a lot of published writers have free stories on their web sites. Archives like Nifty are free and specialize in gay erotica. Oh, and there are also places called libraries where you can borrow books for free — I’ll bet there’s one near you.

But you know, the pirated e-book thing? Please knock it the fuck off. Thank you.

Angie

LGBT Bookshelf Wiki

June 19th, 2009

Well, I haven’t been doing much writing over the last few days, but I have a chunk of a wiki now. (And I know a lot more HTML than I did a week ago.)

In response to April’s Amazonfail, Mel Keegan started the GLBT Bookshelf, a community for writers, publishers, artists, editors, reviewers and readers of GLBT fiction based on a wiki. It’s a communal project, and as soon as it’s a bit more fleshed out, we’ll start advertising to draw more traffic. Members are encourage to post buy-links to their fiction, and the idea is to be a central location where readers can come to find and buy GLBT books. You know, in case Amazon or anyone else eventually comes up with a way of actually getting away with turning us all invisible to the readers and customers.

It’s a pretty cool project. The home page ishere and my main author’s page is here. I have a page for each of my stories, with summaries, good-size excerpts, buy-links, and links to my free stories. I’m on the writer’s list and my stories are on the alphabetical book list and on my publisher’s page. I still need to link each story up to the relevant category (genre, theme, etc.) pages, but my brain started frying in code about six hours ago so I’ll finish up later.

This is a neat idea and it’s something any group of writers could do. If you’re a writer I urge you to come over and poke around, even if you don’t write GLBT. One of the primary benefits of this project, even assuming none of the major retailers ever tries to erase us again, is that we can do group marketing; with even one or two hundred people you can do a lot of high-quality advertising for just a buck or two per person. With more people you can start looking at advertising that’s usually available only to the medium to large publishers. Any group of writers from any genre or non-fiction subject area could benefit from this sort of set-up.

Angie

RTB Column

June 12th, 2009

RTB

I have a new column up at Romancing the Blog called Further Adventures? I’m looking at the relative flexibility and rigidity of the het romance publishers and the gay romance publishers regarding genre requirements, specifically focusing on the viability of writing a series of books about the same pair of main characters.

Pop over and let me know what you think. :)

Angie

Challenge Update

June 11th, 2009

I’m a little behind pace, but not by much; I should be a little over 8K, so that’s less than two thousand words. And actually, I’m considering it a triumph that I’m not significantly more behind, since my copy of Sims3 showed up on Thursday, and I’ve lost three or four writing days to it. [duck]

I’m up to almost 58K on the novel, and I’m about 1200 words into my story for the Love Wide Open antho. I’m hoping I have a handle on what they want for the collection; either way, it’s an interesting change writing something that’s neither romantic nor erotic.

Angie, back to juggling writing and Sims now ;D